Maria Bolshakova

I prefer to reply that I everything is ok. Not just good, but great. I stick to the theory that thoughts materialize. The more you utter that you are having it great, the better it becomes. You shall never share your negative emotions with people. Well, even your close friends do not need them.

It’s a difficult thing for me to keep emotions inside. I share my positive experience with the people around me and people become jealous.

I have no female friends, all the friends I’ve got are men. I’d been a tomboy since I was a little tot! Well, I’d never climbed fences, I’d never had skinned knees, and still I have always been more inclined to socialize with men. It just often happens that I do not understand women!

There are two personalities, that always fight within myself. The one strives for tranquility, stability and confidence in the future, the other being in a constant need of acting.

On the one hand I want to have both husband and children. However trite it may sound, biological clock ticks. On the other hand there are so many more things I wish to try!

London was the first European city I’d ever been to. I guess I was in the 5th form. But I managed to remember its streets and shops, to say nothing of its sights. When I came back home I realized that I didn’t want to stay in Togliatti. It was already then I was sure I would leave the place!

There was a period in my life when I felt I was just bashing my head against the wall, it was just I didn’t see any perspectives for me. It was high time to go somewhere… So I packed in a day and left for Moscow.

Clubbers are the people who are constantly trying to draw people’s attention. I, for one, am in no need of such efforts.

I always tend to repeat: “It’s up to you!” Well, why should you socialize with me if you do not like my nature, which is by the way quite complicated.

I hardly went out during the first year of my married life. The latter just put me off going anywhere. Once I just decided to reason the thing and do you know what conclusion I made? It’s all about picking up, which makes a disgusting feeling, especially when you are sober.

I want to have many children and even more grandchildren, that’s why I’ve been always thinking about giving the future generation as many opportunities as I can. That will make them succeed so that they will be able to help me.